but baby i'm a pro at letting go, i love it when they come and go

I wish I knew how to show my affection to people.

I wish I was a normal, sweet girl.

I wish I was everybody's sweetheart.

I wish people could keep up with my shit.

I wish I had someone I could talk to about my fears.

I wish I could just wipe away my anxiety the way I wipe off my make up every evening.

I wish I had a clearer version of my future. 

I wish I wasn't a disappointment.

I wish I was known for what I'm good at.

I wish people could stop talking bout my weaknesses.

I wish the voices inside my head to disappear. 

I wish, I wish, I wish.